Why don't you open your eyes?
let the sun dance across your skin.
Show some reassuring signs,
just let me have one more glimpse of you.
Your smile is like my world for me,
it warms my heart on the tips.
Your holding me back,
waiting for you.
Maybe this is all wrong?

ALmost time to go bakk to high skool! In a week we'll be bakk!

I walk up the stony steps by a nearby stream.

Thinking aloud...wondering why you had to leave me?

I miss all of it,

the way yousmiled at me..The twinkle in your eyes...your dimpled smile...

i love the song addicted! its good, listen to it!

fantasies

As we talk to eachother,
not wanting to say a lot,
we just stare...
stare into eachothers eyes,
as if waiting for something.
what would possibly happen in two seconds,
you smile and look up.
there, up between our faces...
is a distant light.
taking the form of our hearts intertwined,
the hearts beating in unison.
i look past the hearts and stare at you,
is this true?
you nod your head as if answering,
i run through the hearts.
and take the place right beside you,
where i belong.
we sit back together,
and just live peacefully and watch our hearts...
beating together<3

really??

just hold my hand,
don't pass me by.
let us be together,
as our hearts bleed for eachother.
The pressure of each beat,
feels like my ribs are going to crack.
my heart might explode,
but it will be for you.
as my hand reaches out toward your's,
my heart skips a beat.
as our hands are intertwined,
we float up in our heaven.
as the clouds turn from blue to violet,
the sun sets just at the brim.
i just want you to know how much i love you,
that i'm falling for you...
i don't care if you don't love me back,
just want you to know.
as long as we're together,
my heart is patched up.
i love you....
do you love me too?

Living

As I stand here waiting,
I watch silently....
Watching you just sit there,
with your hands pressed to your face.
Your hands try to stop the tears,
but they pour out through the cracks.
The tears stain your hair,
and your rosy cheeks.
I watch your heart beat,
it beats fast, mourning.
Thump-Thump....Thump-Thump.
Your back is towards me,
while you cry.
"Why are you crying auntie?"
Your sobs turn into howls,
you turn around with your eyes red.
I see drops from your face,
but it's not tears?
They appear to be red...
red as blood.
I see your golden eyes crumple,
they look down at my feet.
"I'm sssssorrrry Liaaaaaamm.... Willll you ever forgiveeee mee?"
I started taking steps away,
who was this women in my aunt's body?
Same look, different attitude.
Your movement copied mine,
I took a step, then you did.
Your hands took the form of claws,
your eyes turned black.
Big round coals in the center of your eye,
while red liquid spills out.
I try to run,
but my little legs make me fall.
I scrape my ankle,
and little beads of blood come out.
Your eyes widen,
your mouth opens.
You crouch down and jump to me.
A scream so piercing comes out of my mouth,
I try to pry your grip,
but you are too strong.
You bite me and drink my blood.
My vision starts to get blurry,
and my memory is clearing.
What's happening?
Thummmmp-Thummp.....................Thump-Thummmmmp........
My heart slows down,
My head falls to the floor.
"What.....are....you doing...auntie?"
As you realize what you are doing,
you let go, you start to back away.
"Why am I doing this? Whyyy? God please help me!!"
You run out the door,
as I bleed away on the floor.
Waiting for someone to patch up the broken pieces.
To cure me from this life changing event.
Please come and help me....