Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Monday, December 28, 2009
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
fantasies
As we talk to eachother,
not wanting to say a lot,
we just stare...
stare into eachothers eyes,
as if waiting for something.
what would possibly happen in two seconds,
you smile and look up.
there, up between our faces...
is a distant light.
taking the form of our hearts intertwined,
the hearts beating in unison.
i look past the hearts and stare at you,
is this true?
you nod your head as if answering,
i run through the hearts.
and take the place right beside you,
where i belong.
we sit back together,
and just live peacefully and watch our hearts...
beating together<3
not wanting to say a lot,
we just stare...
stare into eachothers eyes,
as if waiting for something.
what would possibly happen in two seconds,
you smile and look up.
there, up between our faces...
is a distant light.
taking the form of our hearts intertwined,
the hearts beating in unison.
i look past the hearts and stare at you,
is this true?
you nod your head as if answering,
i run through the hearts.
and take the place right beside you,
where i belong.
we sit back together,
and just live peacefully and watch our hearts...
beating together<3
really??
just hold my hand,
don't pass me by.
let us be together,
as our hearts bleed for eachother.
The pressure of each beat,
feels like my ribs are going to crack.
my heart might explode,
but it will be for you.
as my hand reaches out toward your's,
my heart skips a beat.
as our hands are intertwined,
we float up in our heaven.
as the clouds turn from blue to violet,
the sun sets just at the brim.
i just want you to know how much i love you,
that i'm falling for you...
i don't care if you don't love me back,
just want you to know.
as long as we're together,
my heart is patched up.
i love you....
do you love me too?
don't pass me by.
let us be together,
as our hearts bleed for eachother.
The pressure of each beat,
feels like my ribs are going to crack.
my heart might explode,
but it will be for you.
as my hand reaches out toward your's,
my heart skips a beat.
as our hands are intertwined,
we float up in our heaven.
as the clouds turn from blue to violet,
the sun sets just at the brim.
i just want you to know how much i love you,
that i'm falling for you...
i don't care if you don't love me back,
just want you to know.
as long as we're together,
my heart is patched up.
i love you....
do you love me too?
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Living
As I stand here waiting,
I watch silently....
Watching you just sit there,
with your hands pressed to your face.
Your hands try to stop the tears,
but they pour out through the cracks.
The tears stain your hair,
and your rosy cheeks.
I watch your heart beat,
it beats fast, mourning.
Thump-Thump....Thump-Thump.
Your back is towards me,
while you cry.
"Why are you crying auntie?"
Your sobs turn into howls,
you turn around with your eyes red.
I see drops from your face,
but it's not tears?
They appear to be red...
red as blood.
I see your golden eyes crumple,
they look down at my feet.
"I'm sssssorrrry Liaaaaaamm.... Willll you ever forgiveeee mee?"
I started taking steps away,
who was this women in my aunt's body?
Same look, different attitude.
Your movement copied mine,
I took a step, then you did.
Your hands took the form of claws,
your eyes turned black.
Big round coals in the center of your eye,
while red liquid spills out.
I try to run,
but my little legs make me fall.
I scrape my ankle,
and little beads of blood come out.
Your eyes widen,
your mouth opens.
You crouch down and jump to me.
A scream so piercing comes out of my mouth,
I try to pry your grip,
but you are too strong.
You bite me and drink my blood.
My vision starts to get blurry,
and my memory is clearing.
What's happening?
Thummmmp-Thummp.....................Thump-Thummmmmp........
My heart slows down,
My head falls to the floor.
"What.....are....you doing...auntie?"
As you realize what you are doing,
you let go, you start to back away.
"Why am I doing this? Whyyy? God please help me!!"
You run out the door,
as I bleed away on the floor.
Waiting for someone to patch up the broken pieces.
To cure me from this life changing event.
Please come and help me....
I watch silently....
Watching you just sit there,
with your hands pressed to your face.
Your hands try to stop the tears,
but they pour out through the cracks.
The tears stain your hair,
and your rosy cheeks.
I watch your heart beat,
it beats fast, mourning.
Thump-Thump....Thump-Thump.
Your back is towards me,
while you cry.
"Why are you crying auntie?"
Your sobs turn into howls,
you turn around with your eyes red.
I see drops from your face,
but it's not tears?
They appear to be red...
red as blood.
I see your golden eyes crumple,
they look down at my feet.
"I'm sssssorrrry Liaaaaaamm.... Willll you ever forgiveeee mee?"
I started taking steps away,
who was this women in my aunt's body?
Same look, different attitude.
Your movement copied mine,
I took a step, then you did.
Your hands took the form of claws,
your eyes turned black.
Big round coals in the center of your eye,
while red liquid spills out.
I try to run,
but my little legs make me fall.
I scrape my ankle,
and little beads of blood come out.
Your eyes widen,
your mouth opens.
You crouch down and jump to me.
A scream so piercing comes out of my mouth,
I try to pry your grip,
but you are too strong.
You bite me and drink my blood.
My vision starts to get blurry,
and my memory is clearing.
What's happening?
Thummmmp-Thummp.....................Thump-Thummmmmp........
My heart slows down,
My head falls to the floor.
"What.....are....you doing...auntie?"
As you realize what you are doing,
you let go, you start to back away.
"Why am I doing this? Whyyy? God please help me!!"
You run out the door,
as I bleed away on the floor.
Waiting for someone to patch up the broken pieces.
To cure me from this life changing event.
Please come and help me....
Monday, June 8, 2009
I sit here staring,
at the wall.
The paint peeling,
while I wait for you.
Slowly dissolving,
until you might show up.
Every moment,
it gets more dead.
Why would you stay behind,
while something is dying.
Your presence can do so much more than you think,
until this mess is cleared.
I sit with my hands on my head,
just waiting, pleading for you.
But, now I have to wait,
for your arrival.
While the door knocks,
opens up and you pop in.
I rush into your arms,
and smell your normal scent.
The paint is relieved,
from the death peeling it away.
Just as you saved me from much worse,
the savior in my life.
at the wall.
The paint peeling,
while I wait for you.
Slowly dissolving,
until you might show up.
Every moment,
it gets more dead.
Why would you stay behind,
while something is dying.
Your presence can do so much more than you think,
until this mess is cleared.
I sit with my hands on my head,
just waiting, pleading for you.
But, now I have to wait,
for your arrival.
While the door knocks,
opens up and you pop in.
I rush into your arms,
and smell your normal scent.
The paint is relieved,
from the death peeling it away.
Just as you saved me from much worse,
the savior in my life.
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Little Girl
I was always the little girl with the smile,
on every page of the pictures.
The one with all the pink bows,
the big, long dresses.
But was that just a show,
was that the real girl I was?
Was it just an illusion,
or the real thing?
The silence I always showed was me,
the only thing I kept was the shyness.
The silence I had on my lips,
always stayed behind.
The twinkle in my eyes,
was left from the tears.
The real girl was always afraid to be herself,
to show her inner side.
Bottled up,
hidden under those thick lashes.
In her room all alone,
was her only true space.
To spread her thoughts and opinions,
only talk to the shadows.
Hiding under the covers,
whenever the door opened,
or cracked.
She only talked to the stuffed toys,
while they listened and had tea.
But did those black button eyes,
waste the secrets,
or leave them in their fuzzy hearts?
With no windows in sight,
the walls closing in.
The sound of a single cricket,
the rain pattering on the roof.
When sleep came,
her dreams were a place to escape.
Rainbows and unicorns,
if only the world were a fantasy.
Even the best of imaginary friends,
couldn't replace the dreams.
She went to school,
never had real friends.
Only her,
and the sidewalk under her.
Staring down at her shoes,
laces untied,
no one told her how to tie them.
While she falls over them,
the sidewalk abandoned her.
Hitting the floor,
scraped knees and bloody noses.
Tears trickle down,
as she crawls the way back home.
What did she find that day,
even through the worst.
A helping hand,
held out high.
Not one from her dreams,
or her teddy bear.
Her face rose,
and there appeared another face.
2 eyes,
1 nose,
2 ears,
and 1 mouth.
The same like her,
although he wore a smile,
not a frown.
Her hand placed in his,
she felt more herself than what she was put up to.
She showed her true colors,
and was normal than she was used to.
Now the girl lives up to all those pictures,
the ones with smiles and pink bows.
The little loney girl,
came to be an open person for herself,
all from one little helping hand.
on every page of the pictures.
The one with all the pink bows,
the big, long dresses.
But was that just a show,
was that the real girl I was?
Was it just an illusion,
or the real thing?
The silence I always showed was me,
the only thing I kept was the shyness.
The silence I had on my lips,
always stayed behind.
The twinkle in my eyes,
was left from the tears.
The real girl was always afraid to be herself,
to show her inner side.
Bottled up,
hidden under those thick lashes.
In her room all alone,
was her only true space.
To spread her thoughts and opinions,
only talk to the shadows.
Hiding under the covers,
whenever the door opened,
or cracked.
She only talked to the stuffed toys,
while they listened and had tea.
But did those black button eyes,
waste the secrets,
or leave them in their fuzzy hearts?
With no windows in sight,
the walls closing in.
The sound of a single cricket,
the rain pattering on the roof.
When sleep came,
her dreams were a place to escape.
Rainbows and unicorns,
if only the world were a fantasy.
Even the best of imaginary friends,
couldn't replace the dreams.
She went to school,
never had real friends.
Only her,
and the sidewalk under her.
Staring down at her shoes,
laces untied,
no one told her how to tie them.
While she falls over them,
the sidewalk abandoned her.
Hitting the floor,
scraped knees and bloody noses.
Tears trickle down,
as she crawls the way back home.
What did she find that day,
even through the worst.
A helping hand,
held out high.
Not one from her dreams,
or her teddy bear.
Her face rose,
and there appeared another face.
2 eyes,
1 nose,
2 ears,
and 1 mouth.
The same like her,
although he wore a smile,
not a frown.
Her hand placed in his,
she felt more herself than what she was put up to.
She showed her true colors,
and was normal than she was used to.
Now the girl lives up to all those pictures,
the ones with smiles and pink bows.
The little loney girl,
came to be an open person for herself,
all from one little helping hand.
Friday, May 29, 2009
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
True Friends
My eyes fill up with tears,
as I say goodbye.
We just stand there,
looking at one another.
We may see each other again,
but will we remember?
All the things we went through,
all the drama,
and we're still here.
But at this moment,
we step aside.
Giving each other hugs,
with frowns built on our faces.
Exchanging little gifts of memories,
to never ever forget.
Our make up is running down our faces,
the tears keep coming, nonstop.
We depart leaving a piece of each other,
in our hearts.
I'll never forget the mistakes we made,
the times we got in trouble.
But now we're leaving each other,
for something bigger.
So I say,
"Goodbye....."
This is for all my friends out there,
when we leave 8th grade. <3<3<3
as I say goodbye.
We just stand there,
looking at one another.
We may see each other again,
but will we remember?
All the things we went through,
all the drama,
and we're still here.
But at this moment,
we step aside.
Giving each other hugs,
with frowns built on our faces.
Exchanging little gifts of memories,
to never ever forget.
Our make up is running down our faces,
the tears keep coming, nonstop.
We depart leaving a piece of each other,
in our hearts.
I'll never forget the mistakes we made,
the times we got in trouble.
But now we're leaving each other,
for something bigger.
So I say,
"Goodbye....."
This is for all my friends out there,
when we leave 8th grade. <3<3<3
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
The single drop falls from my cheek,
Every drop makes me feel weak.
They come pouring down now,
one after another.
My cheeks are stained,
with the drama of us.
It used to be easy going,
The way we were.
The flowing conversations,
now are awkard silences.
We never last forever,
only on a single strand.
I look at your picture,
torn between my hands.
Layered with dust,
a drop lands on your face.
Your dimpled smile,
turns into a frown in my mind.
The way you used to look,
placed an image in thoughts.
We fell apart in time,
now thats the present.
So I sit here waiting,
for you. <3<3<3<3<3
Every drop makes me feel weak.
They come pouring down now,
one after another.
My cheeks are stained,
with the drama of us.
It used to be easy going,
The way we were.
The flowing conversations,
now are awkard silences.
We never last forever,
only on a single strand.
I look at your picture,
torn between my hands.
Layered with dust,
a drop lands on your face.
Your dimpled smile,
turns into a frown in my mind.
The way you used to look,
placed an image in thoughts.
We fell apart in time,
now thats the present.
So I sit here waiting,
for you. <3<3<3<3<3
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
What happened?
I spend more time thinking,
about how the time used to be.
When you could leave your doors unlocked,
cuz you could trust those around you.
When the world wasn't so polluted,
cuz everyone excercised.
When everyone sat and ate with their family,
cuz they cared and enjoyed the company.
What happened?
The time has changed and has been left behind in the past.
about how the time used to be.
When you could leave your doors unlocked,
cuz you could trust those around you.
When the world wasn't so polluted,
cuz everyone excercised.
When everyone sat and ate with their family,
cuz they cared and enjoyed the company.
What happened?
The time has changed and has been left behind in the past.
Monday, April 20, 2009
New Somebody
you are lost in your own facade,
to perish in what little self respect you have.
you are no ones hero,
just another sorry fellow who lost in the game.
you took the short cuts,
never really tried for anyone.
lost the bet you pushed in front of you,
you cheated your way through it.
just tell me when you are going back to your old self.
and i'll be right by your side.
to perish in what little self respect you have.
you are no ones hero,
just another sorry fellow who lost in the game.
you took the short cuts,
never really tried for anyone.
lost the bet you pushed in front of you,
you cheated your way through it.
just tell me when you are going back to your old self.
and i'll be right by your side.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
riding
I'm soo excited!!
I'm gonna go riding on the weekend!!
we r not gonna go to salton sea this time..
MYSTERY!!! hahahahaha
I'm gonna go riding on the weekend!!
we r not gonna go to salton sea this time..
MYSTERY!!! hahahahaha
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Back Stabbers
Pressured by the hurt you caused me,
don't know which way to go.
The fighting and screaming goes back and forth,
while I stand in the middle of it all.
"This is the second time you did this to me!"
One of the screamers says. Is she innocent in her attempt to win?
"No! This is the first!"
The other one says. Is she guilty over her words?
"Doesn't matter, you still did it!"
Used to be the best of friends,
but now that's crumbling down fast.
She walks away quickly,
should I follow and leave one hanging,
or stay and watch her walk in sorrows?
My feet pull me towards her.
"I'm on Carlee's side now!"
The screamer shouts to the lonely one.
I just try to keep up in her rampage.
We leave her to argue in her mind,
bystanders who have witnessed it try to comfort HER!
But they choose the wrong person,
for they don't know the whole story....
We walk in our impish victory,
to go and sit in our despair of reality.
The screamer and I might have lost a friend....
to the lies that SHE has told....
don't know which way to go.
The fighting and screaming goes back and forth,
while I stand in the middle of it all.
"This is the second time you did this to me!"
One of the screamers says. Is she innocent in her attempt to win?
"No! This is the first!"
The other one says. Is she guilty over her words?
"Doesn't matter, you still did it!"
Used to be the best of friends,
but now that's crumbling down fast.
She walks away quickly,
should I follow and leave one hanging,
or stay and watch her walk in sorrows?
My feet pull me towards her.
"I'm on Carlee's side now!"
The screamer shouts to the lonely one.
I just try to keep up in her rampage.
We leave her to argue in her mind,
bystanders who have witnessed it try to comfort HER!
But they choose the wrong person,
for they don't know the whole story....
We walk in our impish victory,
to go and sit in our despair of reality.
The screamer and I might have lost a friend....
to the lies that SHE has told....
Monday, April 6, 2009
The Meeting Part 3
While I was walking away from you,
you caught up and stepped in front of me.
You opened up your arms to invite me in.
You smiled a crooked smile and pulled me close.
I gave you a hug that I will never forget.
"Umm, what was that for?" I said a little embarassed.
"Well I really like you."
"Oh, I really like you too." I smiled up at him, for he was so tall.
My cheeks were probably red too.
"Ok, can't wait to see you later. Maybe we'll have more classes together."
Toby said, hopefully.
"Yea...see you later."
I went to second period in a daze.
What had just happened? I have a boyfriend on the frst day of school.
That's crazy! We just met....Oh well.
After I got ouy of second period, I had A.R.
I walked in the class to Mr. Ramert.
He didn't look mean... he had glasses, short hair and a caring smile.
He introduced me to the class and told me to sit wherever I like.
And right when I sat down, guess who popped into that class.
Toby.
"Hey! Brianna!" He flashed a huge grin.
"Hey I guess you have another class with the new kid."
"Yep, that's awesome, too!" He was putting his puppy dog eyes on.
you caught up and stepped in front of me.
You opened up your arms to invite me in.
You smiled a crooked smile and pulled me close.
I gave you a hug that I will never forget.
"Umm, what was that for?" I said a little embarassed.
"Well I really like you."
"Oh, I really like you too." I smiled up at him, for he was so tall.
My cheeks were probably red too.
"Ok, can't wait to see you later. Maybe we'll have more classes together."
Toby said, hopefully.
"Yea...see you later."
I went to second period in a daze.
What had just happened? I have a boyfriend on the frst day of school.
That's crazy! We just met....Oh well.
After I got ouy of second period, I had A.R.
I walked in the class to Mr. Ramert.
He didn't look mean... he had glasses, short hair and a caring smile.
He introduced me to the class and told me to sit wherever I like.
And right when I sat down, guess who popped into that class.
Toby.
"Hey! Brianna!" He flashed a huge grin.
"Hey I guess you have another class with the new kid."
"Yep, that's awesome, too!" He was putting his puppy dog eyes on.
END of PART 3
Jazz Connection
I had lyrical today at dance.
It was o.k.
sometimes it can be boring though.
<3<3<3<3<3<3
It was o.k.
sometimes it can be boring though.
<3<3<3<3<3<3
Saturday, April 4, 2009
Jazz Connection
Today,
I went to a car wash for my dance studio!
I had to wash cars. :D
It was really fun, cuz we had a water fight!
Tee hee!!! :P
I went to a car wash for my dance studio!
I had to wash cars. :D
It was really fun, cuz we had a water fight!
Tee hee!!! :P
Friday, April 3, 2009
Shaken
I was sleeping on the couch,
with the t.v. still on. It was about 11:00 p.m.
The phone started ringing that annoying chime-chime sound. I opened
my sleep-wrenched eyes.
"Ughhhhhhh."
I had to get it because I was the only one home.
Think I would be partying, huh?
I drag my feet on the floor, with my green froggy slippers.
"Hulllo....?" I say.
"Emma...? Is that you? H-help me!"
It was my best friend Kylie. She sounded like a child who really needed their mommy.
My brain really wasn't quite registered to understand that right now.
"Wuh-huh? Kylie? What's....wrong?" was all I managed to get out.
"A-are you alone? C-cuz I really need your help!" She was sobbing into the phone now.
Her pain was screaming at me. At that moment, I knew I needed to help her.
"Yes, Kylie, I'm alone. No one is home. It's o.k, just talk to me."
"I need to leave home now! Hurry please just let me know if I can stay over at your house tonight! Hurry, he's almost here!"
By now, it sounded like she couldn't breathe!
"Wuh? Ummmm...sure you can stay. Who's coming?!"
"I'll explain it to you when I get there! Thanks! I need to pack, quickly!"
The line cut dead.....
"Bye....." I said into the dead line.
It was 11:45 p.m. Kylie would be here around 12:00 p.m.
I trudged over to the sofa and flopped down.
The t.v. was on Ellen DeGeneres. I left it on that.
I was shaking for what was to come....
We'll find out soon enough...
with the t.v. still on. It was about 11:00 p.m.
The phone started ringing that annoying chime-chime sound. I opened
my sleep-wrenched eyes.
"Ughhhhhhh."
I had to get it because I was the only one home.
Think I would be partying, huh?
I drag my feet on the floor, with my green froggy slippers.
"Hulllo....?" I say.
"Emma...? Is that you? H-help me!"
It was my best friend Kylie. She sounded like a child who really needed their mommy.
My brain really wasn't quite registered to understand that right now.
"Wuh-huh? Kylie? What's....wrong?" was all I managed to get out.
"A-are you alone? C-cuz I really need your help!" She was sobbing into the phone now.
Her pain was screaming at me. At that moment, I knew I needed to help her.
"Yes, Kylie, I'm alone. No one is home. It's o.k, just talk to me."
"I need to leave home now! Hurry please just let me know if I can stay over at your house tonight! Hurry, he's almost here!"
By now, it sounded like she couldn't breathe!
"Wuh? Ummmm...sure you can stay. Who's coming?!"
"I'll explain it to you when I get there! Thanks! I need to pack, quickly!"
The line cut dead.....
"Bye....." I said into the dead line.
It was 11:45 p.m. Kylie would be here around 12:00 p.m.
I trudged over to the sofa and flopped down.
The t.v. was on Ellen DeGeneres. I left it on that.
I was shaking for what was to come....
We'll find out soon enough...
Thursday, April 2, 2009
Standing alone
The lies that threaten to stop you
The lies that change the future.
The hope I once had for you,
The hope I once never had for myself.
The determination you always had that I didn't,
The determination I never looked for.
The dream you once got lost in,
The dream I never thought to find.
What I never had, you did.
What's the difference?
The lies that change the future.
The hope I once had for you,
The hope I once never had for myself.
The determination you always had that I didn't,
The determination I never looked for.
The dream you once got lost in,
The dream I never thought to find.
What I never had, you did.
What's the difference?
forever
will you follow me forever?
would you care for me forever?
would you dare with me forever?
could you help me with fears i cant escape?
If u would, dont stop trusting me forever.... <3
would you care for me forever?
would you dare with me forever?
could you help me with fears i cant escape?
If u would, dont stop trusting me forever.... <3
Monday, March 30, 2009
21st B-DAY
Hey tomorrow is my cuzins b-day!!!!
Happy 21st B-DAY Malorie!!!!!
I luv you!!!
Yur awesome, so have an awesomeness time!!!!!
<3<3<3<3<3<3
Happy 21st B-DAY Malorie!!!!!
I luv you!!!
Yur awesome, so have an awesomeness time!!!!!
<3<3<3<3<3<3
Part Two of Meeting
I trudged my feet down the hall,
As we were walking, our arms kept touching.
Which made me eyes open wide.
"You're gonna hate Mrs. Fields." Toby said to warn me.
"She yells at the whole class and probably will give about 7 detention slips in one day!"
he said jokingly.
I tried to make my laugh not sound so nervous.
As I walked in the door, ROOM 108, Toby said, "There is no assigned seating, though. That's the only good thing bout' Mrs. Fields."
"Kay'..."
I walked over to Mrs. Fields and handed her my slip.
Toby was right, she didn't look so nice.
Mrs. Fields had big round glasses, a little heavy set, crooked teeth, and a grimy smile.
"Why, hello Miss Garcia. You may go take a seat anywhere you'd like."
As I started walking to a seat, she said, "Oh, and welcome to Shellac Middle School.."
"Thanks." I blurted out.
I picked a seat all the way in the back left corner.
Toby walked up to me and put his backpack down.
"I guess I'll sit wit the new kid. Everyone else will think I'm a freak, but hey it's not so bad."
Toby said in a sarcastic tone.
"Hey it's all rite everyone thinks I'm a freak, too. That's what everyone thinks of a new kid!"
I sounded a little pouty.
"Hey not all new kids are freaks! You're not that bad." He said in another joking tone.
I laughed.
"Thanks."
All that period, Toby helped me with the math we were learning. And we talked about new schools, old schools, new friends, old friends, new teachers, and boring old teachers.
I was really starting to get to know Toby.
He was a really nice guy. :)
[Ringggggggggggggggg!!!]
"Well, I guess I've got to go to my 2nd period class. I have history."
"Oh.... I have science." He seemed almost like he cared that we didn't have the same class together.
I started walking towards ROOM 103, when Toby grabbed me by the arm and turned me around.
"Ummmmm....." I said
" I was wandering if you wanted to go out sometime? I've never met a girl like you before."
There he went with those big puppy dog eyes again.
I was sure my heart stopped beating.
Or other wise he would have heard it pounding the heck out of my rib cage.
"Uh.... yea. That would be great. and you're not like the rest of the other guys I've met either."
I smiled up at him.
As we were walking, our arms kept touching.
Which made me eyes open wide.
"You're gonna hate Mrs. Fields." Toby said to warn me.
"She yells at the whole class and probably will give about 7 detention slips in one day!"
he said jokingly.
I tried to make my laugh not sound so nervous.
As I walked in the door, ROOM 108, Toby said, "There is no assigned seating, though. That's the only good thing bout' Mrs. Fields."
"Kay'..."
I walked over to Mrs. Fields and handed her my slip.
Toby was right, she didn't look so nice.
Mrs. Fields had big round glasses, a little heavy set, crooked teeth, and a grimy smile.
"Why, hello Miss Garcia. You may go take a seat anywhere you'd like."
As I started walking to a seat, she said, "Oh, and welcome to Shellac Middle School.."
"Thanks." I blurted out.
I picked a seat all the way in the back left corner.
Toby walked up to me and put his backpack down.
"I guess I'll sit wit the new kid. Everyone else will think I'm a freak, but hey it's not so bad."
Toby said in a sarcastic tone.
"Hey it's all rite everyone thinks I'm a freak, too. That's what everyone thinks of a new kid!"
I sounded a little pouty.
"Hey not all new kids are freaks! You're not that bad." He said in another joking tone.
I laughed.
"Thanks."
All that period, Toby helped me with the math we were learning. And we talked about new schools, old schools, new friends, old friends, new teachers, and boring old teachers.
I was really starting to get to know Toby.
He was a really nice guy. :)
[Ringggggggggggggggg!!!]
"Well, I guess I've got to go to my 2nd period class. I have history."
"Oh.... I have science." He seemed almost like he cared that we didn't have the same class together.
I started walking towards ROOM 103, when Toby grabbed me by the arm and turned me around.
"Ummmmm....." I said
" I was wandering if you wanted to go out sometime? I've never met a girl like you before."
There he went with those big puppy dog eyes again.
I was sure my heart stopped beating.
Or other wise he would have heard it pounding the heck out of my rib cage.
"Uh.... yea. That would be great. and you're not like the rest of the other guys I've met either."
I smiled up at him.
End of Part 2 <3
Lone star state
My cuz is leaving to Texas in 3 days!! :(
Elaina will only be gone for about 2 weeks though.
Have fun in Texas!
:) <3
Elaina will only be gone for about 2 weeks though.
Have fun in Texas!
:) <3
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Meeting
As I searched for a thought,
That one memory blew into my mind.
I tried to get it out,
but it just kept coming back.
Toby.........
(Imagining the first day)
I saw you hanging out with all your friends,
I tried to find the courage to go over and talk to you.
As I was daydreaming, I bumped into Kellie.
"Watch it!"
"Sorry.....," I managed to mumble. I was the new girl. So, I was expected to be shy..
I started making baby steps towards you.
You caught me out of the corner of your eye.
"Hey, new kid! Brianna is it?"
You were the only one who was being polite to me, so I took the chance.
"Yea....And your Toby right?"
"Yep. This is Ryan, Cody, and James." He motioned to the other guys that were standing behind him.
"So how's your first day so far? Any complaints?" He said with a sarcastic tone.
"Well, its been o.k. I guess. Nothing exciting."
"Oh and I'm not exciting?" He started to grin on the edges of his mouth.
All I could do was smile widely. I was to stunned to talk, so I probably looked like dork. I was sure my face was a unatracting shade of red!
His friends started to backoff and leave us alone.
[Ringggggggggggggg!!!]
The bell rang, time to go and spend more endless hours of trying my hardest to pay attention.
"Well, I got to go to 1st period. I have math."
"Oh, so do I! Do you want me to show you the way?" He said with his big puppy dog eyes.
"Oh...o.k. thanks." I said shyly, like I've been talking to everyone else.
That one memory blew into my mind.
I tried to get it out,
but it just kept coming back.
Toby.........
(Imagining the first day)
I saw you hanging out with all your friends,
I tried to find the courage to go over and talk to you.
As I was daydreaming, I bumped into Kellie.
"Watch it!"
"Sorry.....," I managed to mumble. I was the new girl. So, I was expected to be shy..
I started making baby steps towards you.
You caught me out of the corner of your eye.
"Hey, new kid! Brianna is it?"
You were the only one who was being polite to me, so I took the chance.
"Yea....And your Toby right?"
"Yep. This is Ryan, Cody, and James." He motioned to the other guys that were standing behind him.
"So how's your first day so far? Any complaints?" He said with a sarcastic tone.
"Well, its been o.k. I guess. Nothing exciting."
"Oh and I'm not exciting?" He started to grin on the edges of his mouth.
All I could do was smile widely. I was to stunned to talk, so I probably looked like dork. I was sure my face was a unatracting shade of red!
His friends started to backoff and leave us alone.
[Ringggggggggggggg!!!]
The bell rang, time to go and spend more endless hours of trying my hardest to pay attention.
"Well, I got to go to 1st period. I have math."
"Oh, so do I! Do you want me to show you the way?" He said with his big puppy dog eyes.
"Oh...o.k. thanks." I said shyly, like I've been talking to everyone else.
End of Part 1
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